Still

Yeah…

I remember them dark rooms…

But look at me now…

I’m still here.

I done cried in silence where nobody could hear

Fighting demons in my head, drowning in fear

Walls closing in, felt like I’d disappear

Lost in my mind, like the end was near

Had somebody by my side, but I still felt alone

Carrying the weight like the world on my bones

Smiling for my babies, couldn’t let it be shown

Even when my spirit felt gone

I was breaking down, but I had to stay strong

Even when I felt like everything went wrong

I was losing me, couldn’t find my way

But I got on my knees and I started to pray

I’m still here, yeah I made it out

Through the pain, through the storm, through the doubt

I was lost, I was hurt, I was falling apart

But God held me down, never let go my heart

I’m still here, yeah I found my light

Came from darkness, now I’m shining bright

They tried to break me, but I stand tall

I didn’t lose it all… I survived it all

I remember nights I almost lost my mind

Walking on the edge, leaving peace behind

Tears on my pillow, questioning my life

Trying to heal wounds I couldn’t describe

Had to be a mother, had to be brave

Even when I felt like digging my own grave

Put on a smile, had to act okay

While I was fighting just to see another day

I was screaming out, “God, where You at?”

Feeling so low, heart under attack

Then I felt His love, yeah He pulled me through

Opened doors I never thought I’d walk into

I’m still here, yeah I made it out

Through the pain, through the storm, through the doubt

I was lost, I was hurt, I was falling apart

But God held me down, never let go my heart

I’m still here, yeah I found my light

Came from darkness, now I’m shining bright

They tried to break me, but I stand tall

I didn’t lose it all… I survived it all

To the ones that broke me, I wish you the best

No more hate living here in my chest

But I learned one thing through it all

You can’t depend on people when you start to fall

You gotta go to the Source, not the resource

God’s the captain, we just boats on His course

I was sinking, He gave me a way

Turned my night into a brighter day

I walked out them rooms I thought I’d die in

Fought battles nobody seen me fighting

Lost myself but I found my soul

God picked me up and made me whole

I’m still here, yeah I made it through

Every scar, every pain, every broken view

I was down, I was weak, I was losing control

But God stepped in and He saved my soul

I’m still here, yeah I won’t look back

Turned my pain into power, no more living trapped

I’m stronger now, yeah I know my worth

I been through hell… but I made it to earth

Yeah…

I’m still here.

And I ain’t going nowhere.

Yeahhh I'm still here

Can't break what belongs to God