Yeah…
I remember them dark rooms…
But look at me now…
I’m still here.
[Verse 1]
I done cried in silence where nobody could hear
Fighting demons in my head, drowning in fear
Walls closing in, felt like I’d disappear
Lost in my mind, like the end was near
Had somebody by my side, but I still felt alone
Carrying the weight like the world on my bones
Smiling for my babies, couldn’t let it be shown
Even when my spirit felt gone
[Pre-Chorus]
I was breaking down, but I had to stay strong
Even when I felt like everything went wrong
I was losing me, couldn’t find my way
But I got on my knees and I started to pray
[Chorus]
I’m still here, yeah I made it out
Through the pain, through the storm, through the doubt
I was lost, I was hurt, I was falling apart
But God held me down, never let go my heart
I’m still here, yeah I found my light
Came from darkness, now I’m shining bright
They tried to break me, but I stand tall
I didn’t lose it all… I survived it all
[Verse 2]
I remember nights I almost lost my mind
Walking on the edge, leaving peace behind
Tears on my pillow, questioning my life
Trying to heal wounds I couldn’t describe
Had to be a mother, had to be brave
Even when I felt like digging my own grave
Put on a smile, had to act okay
While I was fighting just to see another day
[Pre-Chorus]
I was screaming out, “God, where You at?”
Feeling so low, heart under attack
Then I felt His love, yeah He pulled me through
Opened doors I never thought I’d walk into
[Chorus]
I’m still here, yeah I made it out
Through the pain, through the storm, through the doubt
I was lost, I was hurt, I was falling apart
But God held me down, never let go my heart
I’m still here, yeah I found my light
Came from darkness, now I’m shining bright
They tried to break me, but I stand tall
I didn’t lose it all… I survived it all
[Bridge]
To the ones that broke me, I wish you the best
No more hate living here in my chest
But I learned one thing through it all
You can’t depend on people when you start to fall
You gotta go to the Source, not the resource
God’s the captain, we just boats on His course
I was sinking, He gave me a way
Turned my night into a brighter day
[Breakdown]
I walked out them rooms I thought I’d die in
Fought battles nobody seen me fighting
Lost myself but I found my soul
God picked me up and made me whole
[Final Chorus]
I’m still here, yeah I made it through
Every scar, every pain, every broken view
I was down, I was weak, I was losing control
But God stepped in and He saved my soul
I’m still here, yeah I won’t look back
Turned my pain into power, no more living trapped
I’m stronger now, yeah I know my worth
I been through hell… but I made it to earth
[Outro]
Yeah…
I’m still here.
And I ain’t going nowhere.
Yeahhh I'm still here
Can't break what belongs to God
AshKash
