Verse 1 – Clean vocals]
My love for you is fading,
Quickly evaporating into the air
Is this a dream or nightmare?
My heart and soul are slowly seeming not to care
Asking myself and God —
What is my purpose, and why am I still here?
Because currently every time I look at myself in the mirror—
I'm not there.
It's someone new I’m growing to hate
I’m hoping things in this life of mine change
Before it’s too late
[Pre-Chorus – Rap]
I’ve been screaming in silence, lost in my skin
Tied to the guilt that’s crawling within
Wounds that never close, scars that never fade
Fighting my reflection like I’m trapped in a cage
Every breath is borrowed, every smile’s fake
Tell me how much more a soul’s supposed to take
I don’t feel alive, I just simulate
Counting down the seconds 'til I detonate
[Chorus – Sung/Heavy]
I feel lifeless, torn apart inside
Living in the wreckage of a world I can’t hide
I'm just mindless, barely holding on
In a war with myself that I've already lost
Will I break, or will I bend?
Is this where my story ends?
'Cause I’m lifeless
Yeah, I’m lifeless again
[Verse 2 – Rap/Scream blend]
Every smile’s a mask, every laugh is a lie
Woke up again just to wish I could die
Digging for light in the darkest abyss
But the more I search, the deeper it gets
I’m chasing ghosts in my own mind
Memories rot, trapped in rewind
They said time heals, but they never knew
What it’s like to carry this version of you
[Bridge – Spoken/Distorted]
I miss who I was...
I hate who I am...
I don’t know what’s real
Or if I ever gave a damn...
[Breakdown – Screamed]
TAKE THIS PAIN
TAKE IT ALL AWAY
I’M NOT AFRAID
TO FADE AWAY
(Just don’t let me stay this way!)
[Final Chorus – Big & Emotional]
I feel lifeless, torn apart inside
Living in the wreckage of a world I can’t hide
I'm just mindless, barely holding on
In a war with myself that I've already lost
Will I break, or will I bend?
Is this where my story ends?
'Cause I’m lifeless
Yeah, I’m lifeless again
[Outro – Whispered/Soft]
My love is fading...
My soul is breaking...
Will anyone notice...
That I’m already gone?
