[Intro – spoken, sarcastic tone]
You said you missed me.
I said, “Do you always look this awful?”
Guess we both meant it.
[Verse 1]
You showed up in tears and a thrift-store halo
Said you’ve changed, but you still reek of betrayal
Your voice is a trigger, your face is a curse
Every word you spit just makes it worse
[Pre-Chorus]
You want closure? Here's a fucking door
You want peace? Try not being a whore
I gave you my soul, you gave me disease
Now I’m praying to God just to unsee
[Chorus – screamed & layered]
Do you always look this awful?
Like regret in a dress, like a lie in full bloom
Do you always sound this hollow?
Like a ghost with a script and a perfume of doom
Do you always feel this toxic?
Like a kiss that kills, like a love that consumes
Do you always look this awful?
Or is it just when I’m in the room?
[Verse 2]
You said “I’m sorry” like it’s some kind of spell
But I’m not enchanted—I’m crawling through hell
You loved the drama, the damage, the scene
Now I’m just the wreckage you keep squeaky clean
[Chorus – screamed & layered]
Do you always look this awful?
Like regret in a dress, like a lie in full bloom
Do you always sound this hollow?
Like a ghost with a script and a perfume of doom
Do you always feel this toxic?
Like a kiss that kills, like a love that consumes
Do you always look this awful?
Or is it just when I’m in the room?
[Bridge – whispered, then screamed]
I see through your tears, they’re just props for the show
You fake every feeling, but I know what’s below
You’re a masterpiece of misery, painted in shame
And I’m done being the canvas you blame
[Breakdown – heavy guitars, chaotic drums]
Fuck your closure
Fuck your grace
Fuck your memory
And your face
[Final Chorus – half-sung, half-screamed]
Do you always look this awful?
Like a nightmare dressed in last year’s truth
Do you always sound this hollow?
Like a prayer that chokes on its own abuse
Do you always feel this toxic?
Like a wound that smiles, like a love that bruises
Do you always look this awful?
Or is it just when I remember you?
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