All on replay

Yeah… I thought I buried it… but it never left…

Look, I swear I had it buried, thought I threw it in the dirt

Thought enough time would finally make it hurt less

Everybody got a story they wish they could rewrite

Mine starts with you and a choice I made that day

Back then I was young, thought I knew what was right

Saw the world black and white, never questioned my sight

Now I’m older looking back through a different lens

And I think I lost more than I knew when I lost a friend

And I ain’t blaming anyone, that one’s on me

Can’t undo the past, can’t unsee what I seen

But every now and then it hits me out the blue

And I sit there wondering what I put you through

Did I walk away too easy, did I miss what it meant?

Was it pride, was it fear, was I lost in my head?

I try to say it’s over, like I outgrew you

But every quiet moment still leads me back to you

And I act like I’m fine, like it don’t cross my mind

But it sneaks in every time I get lost in my mind

And I tell myself move on like it’s something I can choose

But deep down I already know every road leads back to you

And it’s all on replay

Your voice in my head got me stuck in the same place

Tried moving on but the feeling won’t change

Every time it fades it just comes back again

I tell myself let it go, let it die

But my heart and my head never see eye to eye

Maybe it’s nothing but I can’t refuse

All I know is every road leads back to you

There were times I stepped back, thought I moved on

Focused on myself, had my life going strong

But one small moment, one familiar tone

And I’m right back there like I never let go

You never had to try, you were just being you

While I’m overthinking everything I do

Should I reach out or just leave it alone?

Would it heal what was lost or break what we’ve known?

I’d rather have you here than risk losing it all

But silence feels heavier than any kind of fall

And I hate that I still care this much inside

Like I never really left what I left behind

Maybe I never moved on

Maybe I just learned to pretend

Maybe you never noticed

How it never really ends

And I don’t know if you ever felt the same

But you still feel like the reason I can’t escape my name

And it’s all on replay

Your voice in my head got me stuck in the same place

Tried moving on but the feeling won’t change

Every time it fades it just comes back again

I tell myself let it go, let it die

But my heart and my head never see eye to eye

Maybe it’s nothing but I can’t refuse

All I know is every road leads back to you

Maybe one day I’ll get my answer

Maybe one day it all makes sense

Or maybe I’ll just keep replaying

What I never got to say back then…