I prayed that God would show me a sign
Use a gust a wind to show me what is supposed to be mine
He opened the door and as I got closer He shut it, because I don’t live here anymore…
I know I was too much, but I needed you to just show up….for me.
If I’m too much, then go find less- but they will never be me.
Go find someone better
Who will believe all your lies
And you’ll just ignore their cries
Like you did to me
I tried to tell you how I felt
How every night I’d cry myself to sleep
But I didn’t see all the shit I did but I’m saying it here but I know you don’t care
Like sunshine of the spotless mind, if I had a chance to erase you from my mind and all the times we had
I wish we could go back
Rewind the times
And only re do the ones
That were meant to be
Why can’t you see what you’ve done to me?!
You shifted the blame
You always complain
But I’m the one left re playing every thing
We were supposed to be each others happily ever after…
But you never even wanted that!
I know I was too much, but I needed you to just show up….for me.
If I’m too much, then go find less- but they will never be me.
Go find someone better
Who will believe all your lies
And you’ll just ignore their cries
Like you did to me
Like sunshine of the spotless mind, if I had a chance to erase you from my mind and all the times we had
I wish we could go back
Rewind the times
And only re do the ones
That were meant to be
Why can’t you see what you’ve done to me?!
It was never me
It was never meant
It was never meant to be
I wish I could erase you from my mind…
But that’s a movie and this is real life…
This is not our happily ever after.
I don’t live here anymore…
I don’t live here anymore!
So sell my shit. Sell our home. Sunshine or the spotless mind. I wish I could erase you from my mind.
I loved you. Did you ever even love me??!! Or did you know this would happen??
I wish we could go back and re do the times that mattered. Where we used to laugh and love each other and not what it ended up being. I just needed you to show up…why couldn’t you show up for me?