[Style: Emotional Rap/Pop]
[Mood: Relationship anxiety / emotional exhaustion]
[Tempo: ~78 BPM]
[Production: Ambient synths, soft electric guitar, emotional drums, subtle steel textures]
[Intro]
[(soft ambient pad… distant rain)]
I don’t know why I feel like this again…
[Verse 1]
Emptiness in my heart
Feel like I could fall apart from the start
Distant and I’ve felt this before
Don’t wanna drop everything and walk out the door
Been busy, I know
And life only gets harder from here
Trying to hold it together quietly
But honestly I’m drowning in fear
And I hate when my head gets loud
Turning little things into breakdowns
You say everything’s alright
But my mind still finds doubts somehow
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know I’m hard to understand sometimes…
Truth is I don’t understand myself either
[Chorus]
I’m not walking away… (awayyy)
But I don’t know what to say
Tears rolling down my face
Thinking of the worst-case
And I know you’re trying your best… (your beeest)
While I’m fighting thoughts in my head
Trying to fill this emptiness in me…
Before it swallows me whole
[Verse 2]
I overthink every little pause
Every quiet moment feels wrong
Like one bad night could change everything
Even when nothing’s really going on
And maybe I’ve been overwhelmed
Trying to carry this by myself
Smile on my face for everybody else
Then breaking down when no one’s around
I don’t wanna push you away
I just don’t know how to explain
Why some nights I feel so lost
Even with love right in front of my face
[Pre-Chorus]
And maybe healing means learning
Not every fear deserves my attention
[Chorus]
I’m not walking away… (awayyy)
But I don’t know what to say
Tears rolling down my face
Thinking of the worst-case
And I know you’re trying your best… (your beeest)
While I’m fighting thoughts in my head
Trying to fill this emptiness in me…
Before it swallows me whole
[Bridge (stripped)]
[(drums fade, soft synth + vocal)]
Maybe I don’t need fixing tonight…
Maybe I just need somebody beside me
To remind me I’m still worth loving…
Even when my mind gets dark
[Final Chorus]
I’m not walking awayyyyy
Even when my head says run
Even when the emptiness
Makes me feel emotionally numb
And maybe I’m still learning… (still leaarning)
How to let somebody in
Without letting fear convince me…
I’m broken again
[Outro]
[(ambient fade… heartbeat kick slows)]
Emptiness in me…
There’s nothing left of me…
I’m broken again…
ELIROBB