Mad Scientist

(Verse 1)
So many things that I’d like to do
But my hollow cold heart doesn’t let me to
I did spend years in this silence, I tried to see through
Life is not a science I want to pursue
Nothing is lost, nothing is created, all things are merely transformed
Does it mean my pain is supposed to restore?
Let’s try something...
I’ll take that flask and I'll mix my feelings
Oxidizers and fuels are ready for the meeting

(Chorus)
I’m a mad scientist, I’m obsessed with the cure
To make a heart steady, to make a ghost pure
I’m pouring the acid on the parts that still ache
Trying to stabilize every mistake
With a bolt of the lightning and a hand on the dial
I’ll turn this disaster to a liquid in a vial.

(Verse 2)
I’m scrubbing the valves and I’m bleaching the veins
To rinse out the toxins and the us that remains
The beaker is bubbling with a neon regret
I’m chasing a formula I haven’t found yet
If love is a vapor, then I’ll condense the mist
I’ll find the emotion that doesn't exist.

(Verse 3)
My hands are shaking as the mercury rises
The truth is hidden in these chemical disguises
I’ve replaced the blood with a synthetic numbing
I can’t feel the storm that I know is coming
The scars are now silver, the pulse is a hum
I’ve cured the heartbreak, but I’ve become numb.

(Bridge)
The glass is shattering, the pressure is high
I’ve got a telescope pointed at a chemical sky
Is it healing or killing if I numb the whole part?
I’m performing a surgery on a ghost-ridden heart
Turn up the voltage!
Let the reaction begin!
I’m purging the you from underneath my skin.

(Final Chorus)
Yeah, I’m a mad scientist, I’ve perfected the dose
I’ve killed the memory of what I loved most
But the lab is in ruins and the vapors are toxic
My logic is cold and my mind is chaotic
I’ve fixed the machine but I’ve lost the soul
A mad scientist who’s lost all control.

(Outro)
So many things that I’d like to do
But the mad scientist is still searching for you
The remedy’s glowing, the smoke’s turning white
But I’m still just a man afraid of the light
Everything is transformed... but the heart is still broken
Wait...
Let me try one more drop
Just one more drop.

130 BPM, Dark Industrial Rock / Synth-Metal, Disorted Guitars, Vocal Whispered Building Into Gritty, Male