(Intro)
(Instrumental Building-Up)
(Verse 1)
I'm flying above the clouds just so no one sees me
There's no love and no doubt, I know that I'm crazy
If I could I'd disappear and never come back
Maybe I should dig a hole and then fade to black
My life ain't that hard to live but it's boring as fuck
I ran out of luck and now I'm stony as a rock
(Pre-Chorus)
I’m tired of the gray, I’m tired of the ghost
Of loving the things that hurt me the most
The itch in my skin, the weight in my head
I’m choosing to run from the monster I fed
(Chorus)
I wanna change it all
Even if I have to fall
Trade the moon for a sun
Make the doom look fun
Cause I'm sick of it...
Need a piece of a dream to pull through
In the end, I'm still haunted about you
(Verse 2)
Emptiness to fill my hollow chest full of pain
A pill for the stress that I caused to myself
Swallowed the ocean of nightmares
The waves are coming fast
The salt in my lungs is all I fear
Can't you see that?
I'm diving on the surface...
While I'm drowning in all that I've wasted
(Chorus)
I wanna change it all
Even if I have to fall
Trade the moon for a sun
Make the doom look fun
Cause I'm sick of it...
Need a piece of a dream to pull through
In the end, I'm still haunted about you
(Bridge)
I reached for a spark but I forgot that I'm gas
The sun I was seeking just turned me to ash
I'm counting down the seconds 'til I break away
Wait, I broke away, still no brighter day
(Ohhh ohhh woahhhh)
(Outro)
Still flying 'bove the clouds, but I'm made of smoke
The dream I was chasing was a cruel kind of joke
No hole left to dig, nowhere left to go
Just drifting high where the cold winds blow...
I burned it all down just to see in the dark
Now I’m the ash, but I’m holding the spark