(Verse 1)
I don’t really know how to feel
Looks like my pain is not even real
I've been fighting my demons—
My what?
I can not find the reason for that
I've been bleeding from a vein with no blood
I tried to give my heart without love
I saw the sun shine bright in the middle of the night
And now I’m catching fire just to feel the light.
(Chorus)
Oh, I’m wide awake in a deep sleep
I’m diving in where the air is cheap
Up is down and the black is white
I’m looking for the sun in the middle of the night!
Yeah, it’s all a blur, it’s a beautiful mess
Put a hole in my head just to clear the stress
I’m fighting my... fighting my...
Whatever it is, it’s the best I’ve got.
(Verse 2)
I’m drowning in a desert of dust
Polishing the chrome while the engine starts to rust
I’ve got a thousand voices but I’ve lost my tongue
I’m breathing in the smoke just to clear my lungs
The ceiling is the floor and the walls are closing in
I’m losing every race that I didn't even begin.
(Chorus)
Oh, I’m wide awake in a deep sleep
I’m diving in where the air is cheap
Up is down and the black is white
I’m looking for the sun in the middle of the night!
Yeah, it’s all a blur, it’s a beautiful mess
Put a hole in my head just to clear the stress
I’m fighting my... fighting my...
Whatever it is, it’s the best I’ve got.
(Outro)
I’m fighting my— (Wait)
I’m fighting my— (Who?)
I’m fighting a shadow that looks like you.
Or maybe it’s me?
Or maybe it’s blue?
The sun’s coming up, but the day is through.
No blood in the vein.
No lock on the chain.
No sun in the sky, but I’m feeling the rain.
My what?
My what?
I forgot the name.
(Sudden silence)
...It’s all the same.
EchoOfTheDoom
