

Prompt / Lyrics
**Verse I (Clean / restrained)** You lived in the quiet behind my eyes Every word you left became a lie I held your weight like it was mine Called it love, called it time You spoke in heat, then froze me out Left me guessing what I was about I bent myself until I fit Inside the spaces where you quit **Pre-Chorus (Clean → Grit)** I tried to stay soft, tried to believe But you only fed on what you could bleed **Chorus (Clean Lead)** I loved you like a fault in me Like pain was proof you’d never leave I burned my hands just to feel close You wore a halo—I saw the teeth I stayed too long I stayed too deep I stayed until I hated me --- **Verse II (Clean / darker)** You praised my scars, ignored my voice Called control a careful choice You drank the calm out of my chest Then asked why I couldn’t rest I learned your moods, I learned your tells How to survive inside your hell I shrank myself to keep you tall That wasn’t love—I see it now **Pre-Chorus II (Half-scream)** You don’t get credit for my pain Just because you learned my name **Chorus II (Clean → Scream Tail)** I loved you like a god I feared (***I FEARED YOU***) I loved you till I disappeared (***I WAS GONE***) I gave you blood, you gave me rules (***YOU MADE ME SMALL***) I see it now— ***YOU NEEDED ME WEAK*** --- ### **Breakdown / Bridge (FULL SCREAMS)** ***I WAS NOT HEALING*** ***I WAS BEING DRAINED*** ***YOU CALLED IT PATIENCE*** ***I CALL IT CHAINS*** ***YOU DON’T GET MY SLEEP*** ***YOU DON’T GET MY NAME*** ***YOU DON’T GET TO WEAR ME*** ***LIKE I’M YOUR FUCKING FAITH*** *(drop — single sustained scream)* ***LET ME GO*** --- **Final Chorus (Clean + Layered Screams)** I loved you till my voice gave out (***GAVE IT ALL***) Till all I felt was doubt (***ALL DOUBT***) If this is mercy, I refuse (***REFUSE***) If this is heaven, cut me loose I won’t stay soft I won’t stay weak I won’t die quiet at your feet --- **Outro (Clean, exhausted)** No more halos No more lies I buried you So I could survive
Tags
Alt Metal Prog Metal R&B, Ambient, and Djent Clean vocals (baritone - tenor) Distorted, gritty cleans Harsh Male vocals
4:16
No
1/21/2026