Mourning the living

I saw your shadow long before I knew your name

Like God carved your eyes into every storm I faced

Young hearts drowning in a love baptized by fire

You were heaven dressed in danger and desire

And I knew…

Something about us felt cursed from the start

Like loving you would leave a wound across my heart

Still I carried you through oceans and war

Every cold night beneath those northern skies

It was your voice that kept the wolves inside alive

I spent half my life trying to get back home

Just to find your ghost waiting in the smoke

So tell me why your eyes felt colder every night

Why your touch still burned but never felt alive

I held our future like a prayer inside my hands

But some things are doomed long before they end

I survived the war

Just to lose you at home

Now I sleep beside your ghost

Even when I’m alone

Rezabas en español

Mientras yo me ahogaba en el frío

Un lobo del norte

Sin nadie a quien abrazar

Mi amor…

Do you know what it’s like

To mourn the living?

I remember dancing barefoot through the kitchen light

Your laughter felt like heaven in the dead of night

For a moment I believed the curse had finally passed

Like two broken souls had found a love that lasts

But slowly you were drifting somewhere I couldn’t reach

Back toward the chaos buried underneath

And after all the years, the oceans, and the pain

You still ran back to the fire that almost took your name

Now every room echoes with the things we never said

And every night I lie beside the ruins in my head

I tried to carry us the way a wolf survives the snow

But some souls were never meant to be a home

I survived the war

Just to lose you at home

Now I sleep beside your ghost

Even when I’m alone

Rezabas en español

Mientras yo me ahogaba en el frío

Un lobo del norte

Sin nadie a quien abrazar

Mi amor…

Do you know what it’s like

To mourn the living?

I spent half my life waiting for you…

And the rest mourning who you became.