Forgive this Sinner

[Verse]

3 a.m., I’m wide awake
Talking to the ceiling, heavy with mistakes
I know I said I’d change my ways
But temptation keeps calling my name
I been running from the truth too long
Dancing with the dark, thinking I’m strong
Every promise I didn’t defend
Still echoing in my head
[Pre Chorus]

I’m on my knees but my heart still wanders
Faith shaking under all this pressure
If You hear me through the noise I’m in
Please don’t turn away
[Chorus]

Lord forgive this sinner
I’m trying but I’m weak inside
I love hard, I fall quicker
Still learning how to live right
If You see the mess I’m in
The scars beneath my skin
Lord forgive this sinner
I’m still searching for the light
[Verse]

I say your name like a last resort
Hands stained red from the paths I chose
I give love but I take too much
Then I pray like I don’t already know
I want peace but I chase desire
Pour gasoline on my own fire
If redemption’s more than a dream
Meet me halfway
[Pre Chorus]

I don’t ask for gold or crowns
Just a chance to turn around
If mercy’s still within Your hands
Let it fall on me now
[Chorus]

Lord forgive this sinner
I’m trying but I’m weak inside
I love hard, I fall quicker
Still learning how to live right
If You see the mess I’m in
The scars beneath my skin
Lord forgive this sinner
I’m still searching for the light
[Outro]
If grace still breathes in broken men
I’ll carry it till the very end
Lord forgive…
This sinner.

Intimate 1 R&B with soft, conversational vocals, airy falsetto, sparse drums, and emotion carried by silence.