God

God can I keep him for my own. Would I be worth it to him . Do we belong together? Is time against or for us. You wanted us to meet God am I wrong as to why. My heart loves him . Did I get it wrong again . He's the one I want to run to when I need held or need to feel loved.

God please don't take him from me. I don't know how many more I can lose. My heart doesn't want another break. I only need one that is mine. Please don't tell me I've chosen wrong again. Please let him be the one. I don't want another. Let me stay alone if he isnt the one . Please causing me pain with the wrong ones . So many I've loved have been taken . I don't know how much more my heart can take.

Everyday apart is getting harder .God please bring him back to me make him see it's me not her. I love him more.