What does she have that I don't

Please stop, I get it, you don’t feel the same

But why do you whisper love, then leave me in shame?

You touch my heart then pull away

Like I’m something you borrowed, then threw away

I gave you more than I gave myself

I’d trade my soul, my pride, my health

But every time, you turned your back

Left me broken, couldn’t love me back

What does she have that I don’t?

Is it curves or the way that she talks?

Is it something I can fake or change?

Would you love me then, or still walk away?

I can twist, I can bend, I can bleed

If it makes you want me, makes you need

But I still won’t be enough to stay

Just a game you play

Then throw away

You dared me once, said “touch me there”

And I did, hoping you’d care

But after, I just felt so small

Like I meant nothing to you at all

I’m not your dream, I’m not her face

I’m just a girl who knows her place

And it hurts, yeah it burns, but it’s true

I’ll never be enough for you

What does she have that I don’t?

Tell me why I was never your home

Is it beauty, is it weight, is it skin?

If I change all that, would you let me in?

But love shouldn't cost my shame

And I won’t play that game

So I’m walking away—

Even if my heart wants to stay