truth

Believe the lies its easier then having to except the truth .your faith is not strong eough or you would know. you have been seeking the truh for so long . it so easy for you to blame me. if you continue to seek the truth be prepared for what you will find. the truth will be find it will be hard to swallow. apoligys will be neeeded and forgivness will come i pomise you this.

im sorry that all you can show me is crelty. all ive done is try. it truely breaks my heart. everyday i have to wonder why its so hard for you all to hear me out. you perfer to stay in the past then to move to the future. so easy to pretend to not care .

my love for you will never change. you came from me . i refuse to take blame that isnt mine. i learned to love myself. i wont go backwards. why is it so hard for you to except the truth . i refuse to punish myself you have punished me enough already. the truth will come one day it always does . i never wish you to hurt as i have but come one day when im gone you will . i wish you wouldnt wait so long to care about the one who gave you life .i love you and always will . my flesh and blood my children i forgive you all . your always in my thoughts my heart and my prayers.