Guilty

Is it wrong for me to want him since he's with her? Should I feel guilty? How do I fight my own heart. I see fighting it has not been working. I will keep my secret until I can't. God please tell me what I should do.

I see how happy we can be together. I know he's not happy. I see and feel his pain. I don't know if he knows how I feel about him. I have so much love to show him.

I will keep him happy and keep him smiling. Make sure he knows he's loved always. Wont cause him pain. I would be proud to be with him. Will always stay by his side. I will fight for him. I will support him in all he does.

I want to do everything with him. God he's such a beautiful mess . I want more than anything for him to love me back. I love him and I don't care if the world knows but I want him to know first . He's my world and my forever. I don't feel guilty anymore.