Didn't ruin me

I miss the way we were when we were happy together. When I meant something to you. How did we get here. You caused me so much pain made me question myself. I wish you have been better for me .you made me fear you that's not love. I was your slave not your love. I was young and only thought I know what love was .you taught me wrong cause I now know it wasn't love at all.

You only knew how to use and hurt me .I gave you so much myself couldn't see what you were doing to me. Now I see all the damage you have done. You tried to destroy me and I assure you that you failed. I'm better now then I ever was my bruises healed.

I had to work on me you only made me stronger and taught me what isn't love. I will never let another do that to me . I will protect myself. When you hurt to many times I had to go. Now you know you have lost the best you ever had. Regret weighs heavy on you.

I don't hate you I forgive you but you will stay in my past not in my future. No second chance will come as you tried to get. I'm better now you didn't ruin me. I'm glad you thought you did. I promise you I'm climbing up don't worry about me. I now love myself more than you ever loved me .