Verse 1:
For bad or worse
You don't know how many times i hurt
I slit my throat til I choke
And I'm in that place
It's so cold
If i could tell you how i feel
You know i would
But would you actually listen
I know I've been so down lately
That's how this world made me
I'm feeling hollow
It's a bitter pill i should swallow
When I'm asked if I'm okay
I say nothing cause you know the answer
Pre-Chorus:
Now when I go to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to take
If I should die
(If, if I should die...)
Chorus:
I guess I'm full of sins
Take me back to where I have been
But this place leaves a bad memory
It leaves a dead memory in my mind
I'm not tryna think about
All of the fucked up days
All of the screams and blame
It's all the same
It's a dead memory in my mind
The world is turning and so am I
While I'm so tongue tied
All the people that i know
Still don't understand me
They don't get how much i bleed
It's a dead memory in my mind
(A dead memory, a dead memory)
Verse 2:
Hold the voices
Please stop speakin'
Cause it's just too loud
Imma drown it out now
In the middle of nowhere
I can't see clearly enough
My tears are made of blood
Dreaming of a better place
Where i don't have to hide anymore
Trying to find some release
My shadow is a different shape
I know it's not my own (it's not my own)
I'm in the zone (I'm taking pills I know I shouldn't so fuck it)
Pre-Chorus:
Now when I go to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to take
If I should die
(If, if I should die...)
Chorus:
I guess I'm full of sins
Take me back to where I have been
But this place leaves a bad memory
It leaves a dead memory in my mind
I'm not tryna think about
All of the fucked up days
All of the screams and blame
It's all the same
It's a dead memory in my mind
The world is turning and so am I
While I'm so tongue tied
All the people that i know
Still don't understand me
They don't get how much i bleed
It's a dead memory in my mind
(A dead memory, a dead memory)
Bridge:
I can't go to sleep
Did I get insomnia
I can't go to sleep
Did I get insomnia
Forget everything that you're holdin' on to
Let go (let go)
If you're feel sad and lonely
Don't worry (don't worry)
Hopefully we'll all be fine
(But if we're not then, oh well)
We'll all be losers together
Chorus:
I guess I'm full of sins
Take me back to where I have been
But this place leaves a bad memory
It leaves a dead memory in my mind
I'm not tryna think about
All of the fucked up days
All of the screams and blame
It's all the same
It's a dead memory in my mind
The world is turning and so am I
While I'm so tongue tied
All the people that i know
Still don't understand me
They don't get how much i bleed
It's a dead memory in my mind
(A dead memory, a dead memory)
Outro:
(I guess I'm full of sins)
(Take me back to where I have been)
(But this place leaves a bad memory)
(It leaves a dead memory in my mind)
A dead memory
Spoken Outro:
Y'all are fuckin' fantastic y'all fuckin' losers