[Intro]
mm-mm…
I woke up again…
[Verse 1]
I wake up shaking in the dark
heart racing like it never stopped
sweat on my skin, tears in my eyes
still trapped inside what my mind designed
the room is real but I’m not yet
still half inside what I can’t forget
I turn, I toss, I try to breathe
but my own sleep won’t let me leave
[Pre-Chorus]
and nobody sees it
when the night turns on me
[Chorus]
I dream in fear that feels too real
like my own mind knows how to steal
my peace, my breath, my quiet space
and leave me lost in empty space
I wake up crying, numb, undone
still running from what’s just begun
and morning comes but I’m not fine
I’m still inside the night in my mind
[Post-Chorus]
oh-oh…
I’m still shaking
yeah-yeah…
still waking up
[Verse 2]
I stare at ceilings trying to prove
that I am here, that I can move
but my body feels like it stayed behind
somewhere in the dark of my mind
and I hate how real it can feel
like something I can’t undo or heal
just echoes of a place I go
when I’m asleep and lose control
[Pre-Chorus]
and I wish I could turn it off
but it follows when the lights are off
[Chorus]
I dream in fear that feels too real
like it knows exactly how I feel
and pulls me under, pulls me down
until I can’t tell night from now
I wake up shaking, breath half gone
trying to convince myself I’m wrong
but the feeling doesn’t leave my skin
it lingers long after I begin
[Bridge]
if sleep is supposed to be peace
why does it break me piece by piece
I just want one night that stays
soft until the morning breaks
[Final Chorus]
I dream in fear but I’m still here
still breathing through the aftermath fear
and maybe one day I’ll wake up light
but tonight I survived the night
[Outro]
mm-mm…
I’m still here…
I’m still here…
Beexii
