My Gun

I’m doing drugs when I’m alone, (alone) “Don’t mind me I’m just gone”

I’m doing drugs all by my self (self), “Don’t mind me I’m walking through hell”

I’m doing drugs can’t you tell? (You tell), my heart is gone it’s set sail

I’m doing drugs with no one (no one), when I shoot myself what will you do with my gun?

Late nights, cold rain, dark thoughts, migraine (migraine)

Heart broke, soul chained, life don’t feel the same (the same)

Mind gone, road rage, numbness in my damn veins (my veins)

Bad luck, bad days, drowning in the heartbreak (heartbreak)

Fake love, fake hugs, everybody two-faced (two-faced)

Cold world, no trust, demons got a new place (new place)

Self hate, bad traits, staring at my old face (old face)

Too numb, too gone, praying for a slow change (slow change)

Fast life, fast pain, swerving in the fast lane (fast lane)

Dark room, back pain, tears falling like ash rain (ash rain)

Lost hope, lost faith, hate filling up my damn brain (my brain)

Can’t lie, inside, I don’t think I can maintain (maintain)

I’m doing drugs when I’m alone, (alone) “Don’t mind me I’m just gone”

I’m doing drugs all by my self (self), “Don’t mind me I’m walking through hell”

I’m doing drugs can’t you tell? (You tell), my heart is gone it’s set sail

I’m doing drugs with no one (no one), when I shoot myself what will you do with my gun?

New scars, bruised heart, life tearing me apart (apart)

Too dark, no spark, demons dancing in the dark (the dark)

Bad dreams, cold sweats, overthinking after dark (after dark)

Lost soul, no goals, trying not to fall apart (fall apart)

Fake friends, deep ends, trust breaking like cheap glass (cheap glass)

More smoke, relapse, living way too damn fast (too fast)

Bad thoughts, sad songs, memories that still last (still last)

Wrong road, head gone, scared I’m fading out fast (out fast)

Can’t sleep, heart weak, every day the same pain (same pain)

Mind spins, dark sins, thunder mixed with cold rain (cold rain)

No peace, no dreams, only shadows in my damn way (damn way)

Can’t heal, too real, I don’t think I’ll feel okay (okay)

I keep screaming, nobody hearing (hearing)

Soul bleeding, barely breathing (breathing)

World cold, heart froze, now I’m freezing (freezing)

Lost hope, no control, I’m still sinking (sinking)

I’m doing drugs when I’m alone, (alone) “Don’t mind me I’m just gone”

I’m doing drugs all by my self (self), “Don’t mind me I’m walking through hell”

I’m doing drugs can’t you tell? (You tell), my heart is gone it’s set sail

I’m doing drugs with no one (no one), when I shoot myself what will you do with my gun?