[Intro]
(yeah…)
I miss it
I really do
[Verse 1]
I used to live somewhere nobody else could see
Whole worlds in my head, that belonged to me
Names, faces, stories I’d build at night
Now everything feels too loud, too bright
I don’t know when I stopped going there
Life got heavy, I stopped being there
Now I just scroll, I just sit, I just breathe
But I miss what it used to be for me
(yeah…)
[Pre-Chorus]
It wasn’t real
But it felt like home
Now I’m here
And I still feel alone
[Chorus]
I miss my world
The one I made inside my head
Where the silence spoke
And the stories weren’t dead
I miss my world
Where I didn’t feel this tired
Where I could escape
When everything caught fire
Now I’m stuck in reality
And it’s too much sometimes
But my world is still there waiting
In the back of my mind
(yeah…)
Still there
[Verse 2]
I used to write them breathing like they were real
Every line I wrote, I knew how they’d feel
Now I open notes and I don’t know what to say
Like I forgot how to go back that way
But I still see flashes when I close my eyes
Little scenes that never really died
They’re just quiet, waiting for me
Like they always believed I’d be
(back…)
[Pre-Chorus]
And I swear I can hear them call
But I don’t go back at all
[Chorus]
I miss my world
The one I made inside my head
Where I wasn’t stressed
And nothing felt like it’s breaking yet
I miss my world
Where I was more than just “okay”
Where I could disappear
But still feel safe that way
Now I’m just tired in real life
And I don’t know what to do
But my world is still there breathing
Like it’s waiting on me too
[Bridge]
Maybe I didn’t lose it
Maybe I just got lost
Between everything I had to be
And everything it cost
Maybe I can go back someday
When my head’s not full of noise
When I remember I still have
That same voice
[Breakdown]
I miss it
I miss them
I miss me
[Chorus]
I miss my world
But it never really left
It’s just quiet when I’m busy
And hiding when I’m stressed
I miss my world
But I think I understand
It’s not gone
It’s just waiting for my hand
(yeah…)
[Outro]
I’ll go back
I will
Beexii
