Verse 1
I wore your name like a promise
Carved it into everything
Built my future on your shadow
Thought it meant the same thing
I gave you all my best years
Every prayer, every scar
You were holding a masterpiece
And called it ordinary
Pre-Chorus
And I don't cry when I think of you now
But I still shake my head somehow
Chorus
I'm healed and angry
Yeah, that's the truth
I gave you my whole heart
You treated it like something to lose
I was holding forever
You were killing time
I was planning forever
You were passing by
I don't miss you
I miss my light
Before I gave my whole heart
And watched it die
Verse 2
Funny how healing works
The pain disappears first
Then one day you're standing in the sunlight
Realizing what it was worth
I would've walked through fire
Just to keep us alive
You couldn't even fight
For something worth the fight
Pre-Chorus
You don't haunt me anymore
But the truth still hits sometimes
Chorus
I'm healed and angry
Yeah, that's the truth
I gave you my whole heart
You treated it like something to lose
I was holding forever
You were killing time
I was planning forever
You were passing by
I don't miss you
I miss my light
Before I gave my whole heart
And watched it die
Post-Chorus
Whoa-oh-oh
You gave up
Whoa-oh-oh
You gave up
Bridge
The worst part isn't losing you
It's knowing what I gave
I handed you the deepest parts
And watched you walk away
You never had to earn my trust
I placed it in your hands
And that's the thing that still hurts most
You never knew what you had
Final Chorus
I'm healed and angry
And I won't apologize
For finally seeing clearly
What I couldn't see at the time
I was holding forever
You were killing time
That's the difference between your heart
And mine
I don't miss you
I miss my light
Before I gave my whole heart
And watched it die
I'm healed and angry
And that's how I survived
Outro
I gave you my whole heart
You gave up
I didn't
That's how the second heart broke
That's how the third heart was born