[Intro]
Yeah
Late nights, cold eyes
I don’t even recognize myself sometimes
[Hook]
I know this bitch really loves me
But I am self destructing
Baby get away from me
You’ll end up hating me
Hmm why do you love me
These pills love me, how conflicting
You still love me
Even when I’m self destructing
[Verse 1]
I’ve been chasing highs just to run from the lows
Got a pocket full of lies that nobody knows
Every promise that I make turns to smoke in the wind
I keep letting all my demons convince me they’ll win
You keep holding my hand when I’m losing my grip
Kiss me through another night while I’m biting my lip
You see the good in me that I don’t see myself
I’m breaking piece by piece while you’re begging for help
[Pre-Hook]
Tell me why you’re still here when I’m fading away
Every time I swear I’ll change, I just make you wait
[Hook]
I know this bitch really loves me
But I am self destructing
Baby get away from me
You’ll end up hating me
Hmm why do you love me
These pills love me, how conflicting
You still love me
Even when I’m self destructing
[Verse 2]
Every bottle got a memory trapped inside the glass
Every pill another shortcut hoping pain will pass
You say forever but forever feels so far away
I’m scared you’ll wake up one day with nothing left to say
I don’t want your tears falling over my mistakes
Don’t wanna be the reason every smile starts to break
If loving me’s a war then you’re fighting by yourself
‘Cause I’ve been losing battles with the mirror and my health
[Bridge]
Maybe one day I’ll believe what you see in me
Maybe one day I’ll be someone I can finally be
Till then I’m caught between your heart and my addictions
Trying to choose your love over temporary prescriptions
[Final Hook]
I know this bitch really loves me
But I am self destructing
Baby get away from me
You’ll end up hating me
Hmm why do you love me
These pills love me, how conflicting
You still love me
Even when I’m self destructing
[Outro]
If you stay, I hope you know what you’re risking
I’m still fighting with myself while the world’s spinning
You say you won’t leave me, I don’t know if I believe it
But your love’s the only thing that keeps my heart still beating
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