[Intro]
mm-mm
I think I disappeared a long time ago
people just didn’t notice
[Verse 1]
room full of voices around me
but they all blur into noise
I sit there smiling automatically
while trying not to break apart quietly
and nobody sees it happen
because I learned how to hide pain well
learned how to look functional
while mentally going through hell
teenage me used to hurt loudly
now I just disappear inside my head
same darkness underneath me
just hidden better instead
[Pre-Chorus]
it’s terrifying
feeling lonely in a crowded room
[Chorus]
I feel invisible
like nobody looks long enough
(invisible)
to notice I’m barely holding up
whole room screaming over me
while I drown without a sound
standing right beside everybody
and still never getting found
oh-oh
I’m fading slowly in plain sight
(fading slowly)
yeah-yeah
and nobody notices till I go quiet
I feel invisible
like I could disappear tonight
[Post-Chorus]
(la-la-la)
would anybody notice?
(la-la-la)
or just move around it?
[Verse 2]
I think people love the version of me
that asks for nothing at all
the easy version
the quiet version
the one that doesn’t fall
because the second pain gets visible
people get uncomfortable fast
so I learned to carry suffering
silently through the aftermath
and honestly?
I’m exhausted from surviving
from dragging myself through days
I secretly don’t wanna live in
there’s nights I feel so empty
I physically ache with it
like my soul’s collapsing inward
piece by piece by piece
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep screaming internally
while everybody hears silence
[Chorus]
I feel invisible
like my hurt doesn’t count somehow
(invisible)
like I disappear inside crowds
I feel invisible
whole chest underwater now
trying to breathe normally
while mentally breaking down
oh-oh
I’m drowning without making waves
(drowning quietly)
yeah-yeah
because nobody notices silent pain
I feel invisible
even to myself these days
[Bridge]
I wasn’t crazy
I was hurting
there’s a difference
people judged the scars
without understanding
what caused them
I don’t want attention
I want someone
to notice I’m not okay
before I completely disappear into myself
[Chorus]
I feel invisible
standing in the middle of the room
(invisible)
while everybody looks straight through
I feel invisible
like I’m fading more every night
trying so hard to survive
while something inside me dies
oh-oh
I wish somebody noticed for real
(noticed for real)
yeah-yeah
before I vanish completely into myself
I feel invisible…
but I’m still here somehow
[Outro]
room full of people screaming
and nobody hears me cry
mm-mm
maybe I was invisible the whole time