Ruin It v2

mm-mm

don’t get too close

I know what I do

it starts off fine

I’m laughing again

then I remember

how this usually ends

I don’t even notice

when I start pulling back

just little changes

I can’t take back

I’ve been here before

it looked like this

so I start preparing

for what I might miss

good things feel dangerous

when you’ve lost them before

I ruin it

I ruin it

not cause I want to

but I do

I get close

then I back away

like I’m waiting

for it to change

I ruin it

I ruin it

cause I’ve been hurt

before

oh-oh

I ruin it

yeah-yeah

I ruin it

I remember quiet days

turning into nothing

messages slowing down

then disappearing

so now I watch closely

for anything small

like it’s a warning sign

before the fall

you could mean it fully

and I’d still doubt

cause I’ve seen “forever”

fade out

I learned to expect it

before it happens

I ruin it

I ruin it

I don’t mean to

but I do

I get safe

then I run

before it’s even

undone

I ruin it

I ruin it

cause I don’t trust

what stays

oh-oh

I ruin it

yeah-yeah

I ruin it

maybe it’s not that I ruin it

maybe I protect myself too early

maybe I don’t know how to stay

without waiting for the leaving

maybe I’m just scared

of being wrong again

so I act like it’s ending

before it begins

I ruin it

I ruin it

but I see it now

more than before

I get scared

then I move

then wonder

what I did it for

I ruin it

I ruin it

but I don’t want to anymore

oh-oh

I ruin it

yeah-yeah

I ruin it

mm-mm

don’t get too close

I’m trying to learn