Never again

I don't wanna fake that smile 
There's no rain, but cloudy eyes 
I just want you out my mind 
Take that benz let's feel alright

(Singing)
I won't ever share my love, no, never again
Would I stop the drugs? I don't think that I can
I'll never share my love, not ever again
Never again, never again... 

And now, I'm freezing, I'm bleeding broke my heart into pieces
I've been fighting my demons but all I get it's tearing

Will I find the way home, or should I fly away
I'm killing time on my own wish I'll be okay

I've no friends, no things to do
With some pain I'm dealing too

I don't wanna fake that smile 
There's no rain, but cloudy eyes 
I just want you out my mind 
Take that benz let's feel alright

(Hard Metal Screaming)
You gotta let it burn, burn it all.
It’s from these bad habits that I learned to love.
I’m afraid to say, I ain’t how you thought.
I’m getting used to pain and drugs.

I want some more, I don’t wanna stop.
When I’m sober I get violent like I prepare a riot.
I got the knife, I got a life I could take in a minute 
Even in less than a minute I COULD DIE right now at the moment..

I don't wanna fake that smile 
There's no rain, but cloudy eyes 
I just want you out my mind 
Take that benz let's feel alright

(Singing)
I won't ever share my love, no, never again
Would I stop the drugs? I don't think that I can
I'll never share my love, not ever again
Never again, never again... 

Intense Rock/Dark Metal Anthem with Power Chords and Catchy Chorus, male, life sick, emo