What I don’t say

Verse 1
You see me moving like I’m solid
Like I got it figured out
But you don’t hear the conversations
That I’m having with myself now

Every doubt I keep buried
Every thought I don’t speak
Yeah I carry it quiet
So it don’t look weak

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Pre-Chorus
I don’t let it show, I let it stack
Ain’t no space to fall back

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Chorus
It’s everything that I don’t say
That’s eating me alive
All the weight I keep inside
Just to make it look alright

Yeah I hold it together
But it’s barely holding me
You see strength on the outside
You don’t see what it takes to be me

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Verse 2
I try to give you the real me
But I don’t even know what that is
When I’m always switching roles
Just to handle everything that exists

I don’t wanna shut you out
But I don’t know how to explain
How my mind never stops
And it’s driving me insane

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Pre-Chorus
I get close, then I pull away
Not because I want to stay that way

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Chorus
It’s everything that I don’t say
That’s eating me alive
All the weight I keep inside
Just to make it look alright

Yeah I hold it together
But it’s barely holding me
You see strength on the outside
You don’t see what it takes to be me

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Bridge (emotional peak)
If I said it all, would it change anything?
Or just prove I’m more gone than I seem?
I don’t know how to let it out
Without everything falling down

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Breakdown line
You don’t hear it… but it’s loud in my head

Sad aggressive metalcore, clean and harsh vocals, life pressure, raw and unfiltered vibe