What I don’t say

Verse 1

You see me moving like I’m solid

Like I got it figured out

But you don’t hear the conversations

That I’m having with myself now

Every doubt I keep buried

Every thought I don’t speak

Yeah I carry it quiet

So it don’t look weak

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Pre-Chorus

I don’t let it show, I let it stack

Ain’t no space to fall back

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Chorus

It’s everything that I don’t say

That’s eating me alive

All the weight I keep inside

Just to make it look alright

Yeah I hold it together

But it’s barely holding me

You see strength on the outside

You don’t see what it takes to be me

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Verse 2

I try to give you the real me

But I don’t even know what that is

When I’m always switching roles

Just to handle everything that exists

I don’t wanna shut you out

But I don’t know how to explain

How my mind never stops

And it’s driving me insane

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Pre-Chorus

I get close, then I pull away

Not because I want to stay that way

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Chorus

It’s everything that I don’t say

That’s eating me alive

All the weight I keep inside

Just to make it look alright

Yeah I hold it together

But it’s barely holding me

You see strength on the outside

You don’t see what it takes to be me

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Bridge (emotional peak)

If I said it all, would it change anything?

Or just prove I’m more gone than I seem?

I don’t know how to let it out

Without everything falling down

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Breakdown line

You don’t hear it… but it’s loud in my head