Aggression 1

Heart full of venom, tongue full of gunpowder, Thoughts in a chokehold, brain screaming “run louder”, Rage in my veins like a stampede of steel, I ain’t tryna die slow, I’m tryna fucking feel, Blood on the canvas, that’s my therapy session, Every bar a new blade, I’m just carving out the pressure, I don’t want peace, I want reasons to bleed it, I got all this aggression, and I need to release it

I been sleeping with a razor by the notepad, Ink black, soul black, mind doing toe-tags, Choking on the smoke from my burnt-out halos, Demons play poker with my ribcage, they don’t lay low, I don’t trust silence, that’s where all the screams live, Every damn memory’s a pipe bomb, mean shit, Smile like a dead clock, time never moves right, Middle finger up to the blue sky and the moonlight, Pressure in my skull like a pipe about to crack, bitch, Thoughts drip red, every word another hatchet, I don’t want a hug, I want concrete to fracture, I don’t need advice, I need something I can shatter, Kicked out heaven for graffiti in the choir loft, Tagged my name on stained glass, told the choir “fuck off”, Prayers in a zip file, never getting opened, God left me on read, so I ghosted my emotions, Drip venom when I spit, serpent tongue on a rampage, I don’t want peace talks, I wanna crush a damn face, Heartbeat banging like a drumline in a riot, Storm inside my chest, no chance I’ll ever quiet, I’m the soundtrack for the short fuse lifestyle, Cold sweat, red eyes, deadpan slight smile, Laughing at the burn marks smoking on my conscience, Therapist said “breathe,” I said “bitch, I want carnage”

Heart full of venom, tongue full of gunpowder, Thoughts in a chokehold, brain screaming “run louder”, Rage in my veins like a stampede of steel, I ain’t tryna die slow, I’m tryna fucking feel, Blood on the canvas, that’s my therapy session, Every bar a new blade, I’m just carving out the pressure, I don’t want peace, I want reasons to bleed it, I got all this aggression, and I need to release it