Just sitting back thinking about my Granny advice meant when she said to me forget about them but now I'm thinking like she was saying everybody have problems so you gotta take care of yourself and stop worrying and taking care of everyone else problem and learn to be selfish and if you think you really matter so next time learn to be selfish and just focus on being one self people will always need you so all ways put yourself first because you also need your self so you can always be able to help yourself and others while putting your self first so you can help others people with out hurting your self in the long run with out everyone on your back making things harder on myself cause it's ok some days to say no and you can't do it today but hopefully I can and will another day cause I been caring people on my back for a long time and ease up on the each and every burden I carry on my back cause some people are here for short time and some or hear for a long time way in all of my options for the best times so when I get let down in the time of need I wouldn't be disappointed so I always keep my focus on you God never let me down in time of need he always make a way like they use to say if there's a will there's a way he never gave up on me up on me or turned his back on me he never gave me moor then I bare that's why I love him so much we the best In the hole wide would with everything in it and battles we fight a lone like ups and down hardship good times and bad times rich and poor side by side as the one only that ain't never let me down Yet one love for one another never forsaken me waving me the one that I can count on besides the man in the mirror that don't no how to let down you said you love me I'm loving you do you see the things that evil doers tryna miss use and abuse me and all kinda other to a rude of waking is what we gonna do
