(Hook)
Woah… nooo..
Woah… why
Woah… I’ve been getting drunker
Noooo…. I’ve been getting high
Yeah baby I’m drunk and high right now but at least I’m sedated (yeah)
Baby take everything I say to heart it don’t matter if I’m faded (faded)
You would pull up right now but I’m with the rich folks, community gated (yeah)
She remembers everything I say she’s got receipts and everything’s dated (damn)
(Verse 1)
You keep reaching for my hand while I’m letting go (let go)
You see somebody worth saving, I don’t even know (I don’t know)
You call it love, I call it something I can’t hold (can’t hold)
Heart turned cold but my face don’t ever show (nah)
You deserve a better ending than the one I’d write (yeah)
You keep praying for tomorrow, I’m surviving every night (every night)
You’re in love with who I was, I’m in love with how I feel (how I feel)
Even if it’s breaking both of us, at least it feels real (real)
(Pre-Hook)
You say don’t disappear (don’t disappear)
I say I’m already gone (already gone)
You keep building up a home (yeah)
While I keep moving on (moving on)
(Hook)
Yeah baby I’m drunk and high right now but at least I’m sedated (yeah)
Baby take everything I say to heart it don’t matter if I’m faded (faded)
You would pull up right now but I’m with the rich folks, community gated (yeah)
She remembers everything I say she’s got receipts and everything’s dated (damn)
(Verse 2)
You keep fighting for forever, I can’t promise next week (can’t)
Read me like a novel every time I barely speak (yeah)
Every little message got a meaning that you keep (receipts)
While I’m chasing empty highs that never let me sleep (nah)
You tell me I’m enough, I never hear it in my head (my head)
I’d rather hide inside the silence than the words you said (yeah)
You love me more each day, I love escaping how I ache (I ache)
You keep choosing me, I keep choosing my mistakes (my mistakes)
(Bridge)
Maybe in another life I’d finally let you in (maybe)
Maybe I’d stop running from the war beneath my skin (yeah)
But right now I’m addicted to the person I’ve become (I’ve become)
And loving you feels harder than staying numb (staying numb)
Woah… nooo..
Woah… why
Woah… I’ve been getting drunker
Noooo…. I’ve been getting high
(Final Hook)
Yeah baby I’m drunk and high right now but at least I’m sedated (yeah)
Baby take everything I say to heart it don’t matter if I’m faded (faded)
You would pull up right now but I’m with the rich folks, community gated (yeah)
She remembers everything I say she’s got receipts and everything’s dated (everything’s dated)