Butane

(Intro)

(Hmmm-mm, hmmm-mm)

No-no-noooo-noo-why-why-whyyyyy

(Yeah, yeah)

Why why are there so many arrows coming my way

Okay

(Hook)

I’m getting to the point where I’m filling my cup to the brim again

Fuck that kid that keeps shooting arrows at me he’s got bad aim

Henny and oxycodone got me a bit lazy but I love the feelings I don’t complain

Light up another to get it to my lungs, lighter always full of butane

(Hmmm-mm, hmmm-mm)

(Verse 1)

Back then I was chasing a dream, dream

Everybody around me saying I could be a king, king

Now I’m staring at the ceiling hearing every phone ring, ring

Looking for a reason while my thoughts all sting, sting

You walked in my life and made my dark heart sing, sing

Had me feeling weightless, gave my broken soul wings, wings

For a minute everything was shining like spring, spring

Then the seasons started changing, felt the cold wind swing, swing

(Yeah, yeah)

I was falling too fast, couldn’t loosen my grip, grip

Trying not to drown while I’m watching love slip, slip

Every little promise got me biting my lip, lip

Now I’m looking at the mirror like, “Who is this?” this

(Pre-Chorus)

And I know, and I know, I been drifting away-ay

Trying to find myself through the mess that I made-ay

(Hmmm-mm)

Trying to find some light through the clouds full of gray-ay

(Hook)

I’m getting to the point where I’m filling my cup to the brim again

Fuck that kid that keeps shooting arrows at me he’s got bad aim

Henny and oxycodone got me a bit lazy but I love the feelings I don’t complain

Light up another to get it to my lungs, lighter always full of butane

(Woah-oh, woah-oh)

(Verse 2)

One night I realized I was losing the fight, fight

Running from my pain while I’m hiding from the light, light

Everything I loved slowly faded out of sight, sight

Couldn’t keep pretending everything was alright, right

So I put the bottle down for a moment to think, think

Watched the reflection in the water by the sink, sink

Maybe every heartbreak doesn’t mean that I should sink, sink

Maybe every ending isn’t over in a blink, blink

You still cross my mind when the stars all glow, glow

But I learned some people gotta let go, go

Now I’m taking small steps moving slow, slow

Healing every scar that I never could show, show

(Outro)

(Hmmm-mm, hmmm-mm)

Maybe Cupid never missed, maybe I just couldn’t see

Maybe all those broken roads led me back to me

(Yeah, yeah)

And I’m still not perfect, but I’m finally free…

(Hmmm-mm, hmmm-mm)

Finally free.

Why why are there so many arrows coming my way

Okay

I’m getting to the point where I’m filling my cup to the brim again

Fuck that kid that keeps shooting arrows at me he’s got bad aim

Henny and oxycodone got me a bit lazy but I love the feelings I don’t complain

Light up another to get it to my lungs, lighter always full of butane