(Intro)
(Yeah…)
(Oh-oh…)
(Mm…)
Why why why
Okay
(Hook)
I’m going through it and people are starting to realize (realize…)
Will it be you rubbing my chest again with tears in your eyes? (your eyes…)
Thinking if I overdose again who would realize? (who would realize?)
I know the substances I mix will probably be my demise (my demise…)
I’m really going through it why won’t anyone realize? (realize…)
Now I’m walking around the only one with tears in my eyes (tears in my eyes…)
(Verse 1)
I was raised where the sirens sang us lullabies (yeah…)
Broken homes, broken trust, had to read between the lies (uh-huh)
Everybody chasing fast money, living for the night (for the night)
Wrong crowd showing me the dark and calling it the light (calling it the light)
I could’ve followed every footprint leading to a grave (grave…)
But somewhere deep inside I found a little faith to save (save me)
Now I’m fighting every habit that be calling out my name (my name)
Trying to be someone my younger self would never be ashamed (no…)
Every scar became a lesson, every loss became a page (page…)
Still I’m looking in the mirror trying to quiet all the pain (all the pain)
(Hook)
I’m going through it and people are starting to realize (realize…)
Will it be you rubbing my chest again with tears in your eyes? (your eyes…)
Thinking if I overdose again who would realize? (who would realize?)
I know the substances I mix will probably be my demise (my demise…)
I’m really going through it why won’t anyone realize? (realize…)
Now I’m walking around the only one with tears in my eyes (tears in my eyes…)
(Verse 2)
The streets taught me survival but they couldn’t teach me peace (no…)
Every friend I used to trust disappeared one by one from me (gone…)
Now I know that every choice can change the ending of my story (my story)
So I’m chasing something bigger than the lies and fake glory (yeah)
Still I stumble, still I fall, but I keep getting back up (back up)
Trying to fill this empty heart without another plastic cup (no more)
If tomorrow comes I pray I’m someone stronger than before (before…)
‘Cause I know the road I’m walking’s worth much more than keeping score (worth more)
I ain’t proud of every chapter, but I’m turning every page (every page)
Hoping one day all this hurt becomes the reason that I changed (I changed…)
(Yeah…)
(Oh-oh…)
(Mm…)
Why why why
Fuck
Okay
(Hook / Outro)
I’m going through it and people are starting to realize (realize…)
Will it be you rubbing my chest again with tears in your eyes? (your eyes…)
Thinking if I overdose again who would realize? (who would realize?)
I know the substances I mix will probably be my demise (my demise…)
I’m really going through it why won’t anyone realize? (realize…)
Now I’m walking around the only one with tears in my eyes (tears in my eyes…)
(Oh-oh…)
(Don’t let me fade…)
(Mm… yeah…)