My life

My life

Yeah, it’s my life

Always negative never any positive,

My hearts got a defect i need a recall,

They always praying on my downfall like to throw me on the ground and see me crawl,

At this point I can’t even crawl anymore,

i’ll just stay where you kicked me and stay on the floor,

Yeah this my life, stuck in the dark no light,

Tryna keep it together but I’m losin’ the fight,

Every day, every night, same pain on repeat,

Heavy heart, heavy mind, got me feelin’ so weak,

Yeah this my life, yeah this my pain,

Run from the past but it follow again,

Screamin’ out loud but there’s no one in sight,

Yeah this my life… just tryna survive

This shit hurts,

Since day one my life’s always been terrible,

They Treat me like a whore,

I keep thinking it’ll get better but it just keeps getting worse,

I gotta live my life like its rehearsed,

Always gotta act perfect for everyone,

All i ever wanted was a loved one but now all i want is to shoot myself with a fucking shotgun,

Always losing everything i ever loved,

Drinking every night to keep the pain away,

See what you did to me you finally got your damn way,

Yeah this my life, stuck in the dark no light,

Tryna keep it together but I’m losin’ the fight,

Every day, every night, same pain on repeat,

Heavy heart, heavy mind, got me feelin’ so weak,

Yeah this my life, yeah this my pain,

Run from the past but it follow again,

Screamin’ out loud but there’s no one in sight,

Yeah this my life… just tryna survive

Always paying the price for shit i never did,

Lungs feel like its filling up with fluid,

Been chewed up and spit out,

Man I’m having a burnout,

Only hanging by a thread,

Always stuck in my god damn head,

Cry myself to sleep every night,

Can’t even eat right,

Wish i could stay sober but i can’t,

Heart so broken i need a heart transplant,

Every scar got a story that I never told,

Every night feel colder than the last one before,

Got demons in my head and they don’t let go,

Tryna find a way out but I don’t even know,

Trust broke down now I can’t rebuild,

Every empty promise just another pill,

Eyes so tired but I can’t get rest,

World on my shoulders, weight on my chest,

Still hear the words that they said to me,

Turned into chains that won’t set me free,

Walk through the fire but I still feel froze,

Tryna heal wounds that nobody knows,

If I disappear would they even care,

Or just move on like I was never there,

So I write these lines just to let it bleed,

All this pain inside is all I ever seen

Yeah this my life, stuck in the dark no light,

Tryna keep it together but I’m losin’ the fight,

Every day, every night, same pain on repeat,

Heavy heart, heavy mind, got me feelin’ so weak,

Yeah this my life, yeah this my pain,

Run from the past but it follow again,

Screamin’ out loud but there’s no one in sight,

Yeah this my life… just tryna survive