Intro
Yeah…
I don’t even know who I’m supposed to be anymore.
Every version of me got a problem attached to it.
So tell me—what the hell do you want?
Verse 1
If I talk, I’m too loud, if I don’t, I’m a ghost,
If I stand on my own, I’m “doing the most.”
If I laugh, it’s “annoying,” if I’m calm, I’m “off,”
Like I gotta run a script just to pull this shit off.
If I trust, I’m too open, if I don’t, I’m a bitch,
If I stay to myself, then I’m “hard to hold.”
Every move that I make get dissected apart,
Pointing out every doubt, every crack, every fear.
Too much here, not enough over there,
Tryna fix every inch like I’m stripping it bare.
If I dress up nice, then I’m “seeking attention,”
If I chill in sweats, I’m a “lost intervention.”
Ain’t no winning this game, it’s rigged from the start,
Got me breaking myself just to fit in your chart.
Pre-Chorus
Tell me who I gotta be just to get your approval,
I shape-shift daily, but I’m losing the thread,
‘Cause the closer I get, the more I feel dead.
Chorus
It’s never enough, nah, never enough,
I give all that I got, still it’s never enough.
Switch my style, change my tone, build a whole new me—
But you still find a crack in what you see.
It’s never enough, nah, never enough,
I could pour out my soul, you’d call it a bluff.
I’m always one step short in the eyes of you.
Verse 2
If I stand up strong, I’m “starting shit” for its sake.
If I cry, I’m dramatic, if I don’t, I’m numb,
Like there’s no right way for me to become.
Scroll my page, now they judging my life,
Based on angles and captions they twist with a knife.
Walk in a room, feel eyes like a weight,
Like I gotta prove something just to relate.
If I speak, it’s too much, if I don’t, I’m ignored,
Like my worth gotta fight just to step through the door.
I’m exhausted from chasing a moving goalpost,
Every version of me still ain’t passing the test,So I’m stuck in this cycle of never my best.
Pre-Chorus 2
Tell me what’s the formula, what do I change?
Every time I adjust, it rearranges again.
I’m bending so far I don’t feel like myself,
Just a stranger I built for somebody else.
Chorus
It’s never enough, nah, never enough,
I give all that I got, still it’s never enough.
Change my face, change my ways, try to harden my skin—
But it don’t even matter where I begin.
It’s never enough, nah, never enough,
I could break into pieces, you’d call it a front.
No matter how I act, no matter what I do—
It’s like I’m never enough standing next to you.
Break (quiet realization)
…Hold up.
Why am I breaking for people who never tried to understand me?
Flow Switch (faster)
Yeah—
Too loud, too quiet, too bold, too tame,
Too soft, too hard, too wild, too plain.
Too much emotion, not enough control,
Too many thoughts I ain’t saying out loud.
Too real, too fake, too lost, too found,
Too high, too low, too up, too down.
Too this, too that, too everything wrong—
So where the hell do I actually belong?
(Nah nah nah oooo)
(Ooo suck my-)
“You can’t say that”
Your no fun 😛
