Pushed you away

It was only day two, we were still getting to know,

Still learning little things, still taking it slow.

You made me feel safe in a way I hadn’t felt before,

Then I asked for a favor and now I’m not sure anymore.

I’ve replayed the conversation a hundred times today,

Wondering if I said too much, wondering if I should’ve waited.

Maybe it wasn’t a big deal, maybe it’s all in my head,

But these thoughts keep spinning circles around everything you said.

Pre-Chorus

Now my heart is racing, and my mind won’t let me sleep,

Cause when I start to care about someone, I fall way too deep.

Chorus

What if I lost you for good on day two?

What if one little moment changed your whole view?

I never meant to pressure you, never meant to make things hard,

I was just trying to let you see the pieces of my heart.

Now I’m staring at my phone, wishing I knew the truth,

Praying I didn’t lose something beautiful on day two.

Verse 2

Maybe I’m overthinking every minute that goes by,

Reading into every silence, every short reply.

The truth is I like you more than I planned to admit,

And that’s what makes this fear feel so heavy when I sit with it.

Cause you felt easy, you felt natural, you felt like home somehow,

And I hate the thought that maybe I’ve messed it up now.

I wish I could rewind and take away my doubt,

But all I can do is hope you’ll hear my heart out.

Bridge

If I could tell you one thing, it’d be this tonight,

I wasn’t trying to use you, I wasn’t trying to start a fight.

I just got comfortable, maybe a little too fast,

Cause being around you made me forget about my past.

Final Chorus

What if I lost you for good on day two?

What if you’re slipping away and there’s nothing I can do?

I know it’s still early, I know we’re something new,

But I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t scared of losing you.

Cause somewhere between hello and everything we’ve been through,

I started hoping there’d be a day three, too.

Outro

Maybe tomorrow you’ll call, maybe everything’s okay,

Maybe this fear is just my heart getting in the way.

But tonight I’ll hold onto hope, however small it may be,

That day two isn’t the ending of what could still be. ❤️