Intro (soft, whispery)
I used to burn everything…
Now I just… watch it fall.
Verse 1
I used to shatter at the walls at night,
Every word turned into a fight.
Heart like a match and the world was dry,
One wrong word and I’d light the sky.
Carried storms in the back of my chest,
Every hurt turning pain to a test.
I swore someday they’d all feel the flame,
Every bruise, every scar, every ounce of blame.
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Pre-Chorus
But somewhere between the tears and the years,
The shouting stopped ringing in my ears…after I got kicked assigned
Chorus
Now I can barely feel the anger anymore,
The fire that killed the child , is a ghost on the floor.
I used to fight every voice in my head,
Now they cry (cryyyyy)
I don’t know if I healed or I’m just numb inside,
If the war finally ended or the soldier just died.
I used to live with a heart made of war…
Now I can barely feel the anger anymore. (Maybe everything)
Verse 2 (darker)
I used to memorize every scar,
My words were sharp like broken glass,
Every sentence dragging up the past.
But rage gets heavy when you carry it long,
Even thunder gets tired of sounding so strong.
So the storms went silent somewhere in my mind,
And the girl I was got left behind.
Pre-Chorus
Now when I look at the things I survived…
It feels like watching someone just wanting someone to listen—-
Chorus
Now I can barely feel the anger anymore,
Just ashes where a wildfire roared.
I used to scream till my lungs were sore,
Now I can barely scream out anymore.
I don’t know if it’s peace or a hole in my chest,
If letting go is a loss or the closest to rest.
I used to live with a heart made of war…
Now I can barely feel the anger anymore.
Bridge (Billie-Eilish style, quiet and eerie)
Maybe rage was the armor I wore as a kid,
Every scream just hiding the things that I hid.
And maybe growing up means letting it fade,
Dropping the weapons my younger self made.
But sometimes late at night I explore…
If I lost my fire… or closed the door.
Fast Rap Verse (emotional release)
I was a kid with a storm in my veins,
Heart full of lightning and a head full of pain.
Every slammed door, every tear I ignored,
Every night praying life would change.
Built my walls out of anger and pride,
Tried to bury the hurt that I kept inside.
Now the rage disappeared and I don’t even know
If the silence is peace or the calm of the snow.
Used to feel like a bomb in a room full of flames,
Now I sit in the quiet forgetting their names.
Is it healing or breaking or losing the fight?
Why the hell does the calm feel heavier than the night?
Final Chorus (big emotional finish)
Now I can barely feel the anger anymore,
The girl with the fire isn’t here like before.
She burned like a sun, she shattered the sky,
Now she just watches the smoke drifting by.
If this is forgiveness or just letting go,
I guess it’s a kind of peace I’m learning to know.
I used to live with a heart made of war…
Now I can barely feel the anger anymore.
Outro (soft)
“You got this girl” awww