Mama always chasing love in a different man’s face,
While her kids in the background feeling second place.
New dude every month, new rules in the house,
But she never hear the pain when it come from her spouse… nah.
(AHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
Shocked out her 17-year-old just to keep a man around,Put her own blood out the door while he still in the town , Backpack on the porch, tears mixing with the rain, All because a grown man said the kid was “in the way.” “
“You made her”
Cold nights on the steps, nowhere left to go,
While mama in the house,listening to her toys words
Door slammed shut, lights glowing through the glass,
Seventeen years old and the love didn’t last.
Family supposed to heal, supposed to protect,
But some wounds in a heart never fully correct.
Trying to act strong while the world didn’t feel right.
Kids shouldn’t have to beg just to feel seen,
But broken homes make you grow up at seventeen.
Love shouldn’t make your children feel alone,
A house full of people but it never felt like home.
Every broken promise cut deeper than a knife,
’Cause a kid only gets one mama in their life.
Now the years went by ( by,by,by) and the scars still stay,
One night she tried to talk, standing in the room,
Just hoping for a moment that her mom would listen soon.
But mama cut her off like “not doing this right now,”
Turned to her boyfriend in another conversation,like the daughter wasn’t around.
The girl raised her voice “HELLO”, pain finally spilling out “ARE YOU LISTENING”,
And the boyfriend in the corner started laughing loud.
She said “What’s so funny?” About to blow a fuse,
He said “You acting like a spoiled brat”,
That small dick man (hahaha)
Anger in her chest, hurt she couldn’t hide,
So she threw her drink right on guy,
He jumped to his feet, started yelling and cussing,
Calling her a bitch while the whole house buzzing, siblings runnin to see the commotion
And instead of standing up for the child she raised,
Her mom grabbed the door like the kid was to blame.
Pushed her out the house, shut the door in her face,
Choosing that man over her own blood’s place.
Love shouldn’t make your children feel alone,
Different house, different people,never felt in place,
Every broken promise cut deeper than a knife,
’Cause a kid only gets one mama in their life.
Now the years went by (by,by,by) and the scars still stay,
Some nights those memories never fade away.
But the girl got stronger from the pain she survived,
Fast rap
I learned real quick how to bottle my tears,
How to act okay just to survive these years,
Just silence louder than the truth you skew,to make you seem perfect.
I don’t hate you, nah, nah but I see you clear,
You were supposed to be safe, not the thing I fear,
Now I build my strength from the cracks you made,
Turn pain into fire, I’m self-upgraded.
Yeah, you broke the mold of what love should be,
But I won’t let your chaos define nah,nah nah,bye , by,by,by ooooooo
