Cursed trance

Whispers in the dark, shadows creeping in

Same old game, can’t escape the pain

Same dark room, same ache underneath my skin

I swore to God I’d never break like this again

But here I am… here I am

Screaming in silence, lies I believed

Broken reflections, can’t be redeemed

The devil asked me, do I wanna dance?

Underneath the curse, caught in the trance

I don’t sleep, I just close my eyes

Dream about the wreckage and the wasted nights

Everybody leaves when the lights go dim

Guess love ain’t built for hearts this damaged

Caught in a cycle, can't break free

Echoes of pain, haunting me

Love's a ghost, fading through my hands

Dancing with demons, in cursed plans

I keep digging graves inside my chest

Looking for a feeling that ain’t dead yet

Souls in the shadows, lost to the night

Chasing illusions, losing the fight

Insanity's whisper, never let go

In this twisted dance, moving slow

Maybe I was never meant to heal

Maybe broken’s all I’ll ever feel

You can hear it in my shaking voice

Loneliness was never really a choice

And if tomorrow never comes for me

Just bury me with all my memories

Mirror talks back like it knows the truth

Says, “You were born to lose”

Now I wear my scars like a second skin

Can’t tell where the hurt stops and I begin I’ll never love anybody ever again

Every touch burns like a punishment

Touching my heart, I got blood on my hands

Devil just asked me if I wanted to dance

So I danced with my sins in the neon light

Bleeding out slow every single night

If heaven’s real, I don’t think they’ll let me in

I lost myself once again