Hi there

I don’t cry no more, I just sit and stare

Like I’m already gone but I’m still right here

Every breath feel borrowed, every smile fake

Every night I’m praying that I don’t wake

I gave you my heart, yeah I handed it clean

Now it’s buried somewhere in a place I’ve never seen

You don’t even know what you took when you left

Now I’m stuck with the silence

Got ghosts in my chest, they don’t let me rest

Got love in my veins but it’s all been stressed

I give it away like it don’t mean shit

Then wonder why I’m the one losing it

(Pre-Chorus)

I’m not falling apart… I already fell

Just a body that’s breathing inside of a shell

(Chorus)

I may be messed up but I got a big heart

Don’t hurt it or I’ll fuck you up

You take what I give then you tear me apart

Now I’m numb as hell, yeah I’m stuck in the dark

(Verse 2)

I don’t miss you, I miss who I used to be

Before everything started collapsing in me

Before every thought had a weight and a cost

Before I understood what it meant to be lost

Now I drift through days like they’re not even mine

Like I’m stuck in a loop that keeps eating my time

I don’t chase happiness, I don’t fight the pain

I just sit in the middle and let it remain

(Pre-Chorus)

I don’t break anymore… I just stay this way

Like the light gave up trying to make me okay

(Chorus)

I been used, been lied to, been thrown away

Still I show up with love like it’s gonna stay

Like maybe this time they won’t break my chest

Like maybe this time I can finally rest

(Bridge)

Maybe I’m stupid for loving this way

Maybe I’m broken and meant to decay

Maybe my heart don’t belong in my chest

Maybe it beats just to fail every test

But I can’t change it, it’s all that I am

Even when I’m bleeding, I still give a damn

Even when I’m drowning, I reach for your hand

Even when I know… you won’t understand

(Outro)

So go on, take it, like everyone did

Another chapter of a heart that won’t quit

I’ll keep on giving till I fall apart…

I may be destroyed—

…but I got a big heart