Depression

Yeah…
Late nights, ceiling fan talkin’ to me,
Thoughts loud, silence feel like it’s mockin’ me
Smile on my face but my mind in a coffin seat,
Tryna breathe but this weight keep coughin’ me
Depression got a voice and it sound like mine,
Sayin’ “You tired, just quit, you runnin’ outta time”
I stare at the mirror like, “Who you supposed to be?”
Same eyes, different soul, broken hopes in me
I think about the exit when the pain won’t pause,
But I think about the people who would blame themselves
I think about the nights I almost lost the fight,
And the mornings I woke up just surprised I’m alive
Suicidal thoughts come knockin’, I don’t let ’em in,
I tell ’em “Sit outside,” I’m already in a war within
I been losin’ battles but I ain’t lose the war,
Every scar on my heart just prove I’m more
I’m tired of pretendin’ I’m okay for the crowd,
I’m scream-cryin’ inside but too afraid to be loud
If you feel like this too, you ain’t weak, you human,
Sometimes survivin’ itself is the bravest movement
I ain’t sayin’ it’s easy, I ain’t sayin’ it’s quick,
Some days livin’ feel heavier than death ever did
But I’m still here breathin’, so I guess that mean
There’s a reason for the pain they ain’t showed me yet
So if tomorrow come, I’ma face it again,
One heartbeat at a time, one day, one pen
And if I fall apart, I’ma build it back slow,
’Cause even broken souls still deserve to grow
[Violin Solo]

[Violin Solo]

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