I mean well

Yeah…
Look
If I die tonight, just know I meant well
Had heaven in my heart but I lived in hell
Too many thoughts got my mind in jail
I smile in public but I’m fightin’ myself
I been talkin’ to God but the line keep breakin’
Every step forward feel like time still waitin’
I ain’t ask for this pain but I learned to take it
Turned tears to ink, now my soul got pages
Late nights, phone glow, room get quiet
Heart beat loud when the world go silent
Everybody say “you strong, you got it”
But strength get heavy when you never drop it
I been carryin’ weight they don’t ever see
Tryna be everything they expect of me
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna breathe
But the pressure got a grip on my chest, no peace
I got love for the ones that doubted me
And scars from the ones that was proud of me
Life move fast, I’m surrounded by doubt
Tryna find my way out, tryna find my route
If I fall tonight, don’t glorify pain
I was chasin’ some hope in the middle of rain
Still here, still fightin’, still callin’ my name
Still learnin’ how to live, still breakin’ these chains
If I die tonight, just know I tried
Put my heart on the beat, let my truth collide
Every bar just a piece of what’s stuck inside
I ain’t perfect, I’m human—I’m still alive
So I talk to the stars when the world feel fake
Tell my demons relax, I ain’t ready to break
I’m still here, still standin’, still wide awake
If I die tonight… let it not be at night I just wanna be alright 
[Guitar Solo]

[Pre-Intro]

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