[Intro]
(Echoed voice)
Yeah…
It’s gettin’ hard to tell what’s real anymore…
Everybody close… still feel alone…
[Verse 1]
I got a full phone but nobody I can call
Smile so big but I’m dyin’ in the halls
Late night drives while the rain still falls
Talk to myself while my shadow on the wall
Everybody leaves when the lights go dim
Now I don’t even recognize him
Look in the mirror, got pain in my grin
Tryna hold together but I’m cave-in thin
I gave my heart to people that changed
Now every memory taste like rain
And every “I love you” feel so fake
Like a glass full of trust that somebody break
[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep sayin’ I’m okay
But the truth don’t sound the same
I been drowning every day
Tryna wash away the pain
[Chorus]
I feel alone in a crowded room
Heart still cold in the month of June
Everybody talks but nobody knew
How much hurt I was hidin’ from you
I scream at the sky but it don’t reply
Tears in my hoodie while the whole world shines
If love’s real then why’s mine gone?
Why I still feel so alone…
[Verse 2]
I got demons sittin’ in the backseat
Whisperin’ lies every time I can’t sleep
Tellin’ me nobody really needs me
Tellin’ me my own soul too deep
I tried to heal but the scars still burn
Every bridge gone, every lesson learned
And the more I love, the less I’m worth
Like my heart only here to hurt
I miss the old me before the pain
Before fake love and the endless rain
Before I learned people walk away
Even after they swear they’ll stay
[Bridge]
(Soft distorted vocals)
Don’t leave…
Please don’t leave…
I know I’m hard to love…
But I’m still bleeding…
[Final Chorus]
I feel alone in a crowded room
Broken soul underneath this moon
Everybody talks but nobody knew
I was slowly fallin’ without you
So if you hear this song tonight
Just know somebody else survived
With shattered wings and tired eyes
Still tryna make it through the night…
[Outro]
(Fading vocals)
Maybe one day the hurt gon’ fade…
Maybe one day I’ll be okay…
But tonight…
It’s just me and the rain…
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