[Intro]
Yeah…
Rain on the windshield again
Another night feelin’ hollow
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[Verse 1]
I been holdin’ all this weight inside my chest
Everybody say “be strong,” but I got nothin’ left
Used to walk around like I could fight the world alone
Now I stare into the dark feelin’ meant to be gone
Bills stack high, pride sink low
Fake ass smile everywhere I go
Supposed to be the rock, supposed to lead the way
But some days I can’t even survive the day
Feel less than a man when I break down cryin’
Tell ‘em “I’m okay” while my soul stay dyin’
Bottle on the counter, memories in the sink
One more sleepless night and I don’t know what to think
Nobody sees the war behind my eyes
Only hear “I’m fine” and believe the lies
Screamin’ in silence while the whole world moves on
Like maybe I was never meant to belong
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[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate what I became
Every scar, every shame
If I disappeared tonight
Would they even know my name?
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[Chorus]
I feel less than a man
Broken where I stand
Tryna hold the world together
With these shaking empty hands
Everybody got somebody
But I fight this war alone
And lately I’ve been feelin’
Like I’m meant to be gone
Meant to fade with the night
Meant to lose every fight
Tell myself “just breathe”
But it never feels right
Surrounded by people
Still cold to the bone
God, why do I feel
Like I’m meant to be gone?
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[Verse 2]
Late drives while the rain hit hard on the glass
Thinkin’ ‘bout the old me buried in the past
Used to have dreams bigger than this pain inside
Now I just lock everything away and hide
Tired of pretending I ain’t fallin’ apart
Tired of carryin’ grief in the back of my heart
Every conversation feel fake these days
Everybody leaves when the light start to fade
Depression got a voice that sound way too real
Tellin’ me nobody care how I feel
Makes a crowded room feel empty as a grave
Makes a grown man feel too weak to be saved
Sometimes I sit alone with the dark in my head
Wonder if the world be quieter if I was dead
And that thought scares me more than I can explain
How easy it gets to drown in the pain
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[Bridge]
Maybe I ain’t weak for bleedin’
Maybe I’m just tired of grievin’
Maybe these scars prove
I survived what should’ve ruined me
Maybe there’s still a part alive
Buried underneath this hurt inside
Still swingin’ in the middle of the rain
Even while I’m drownin’ in the pain
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[Final Chorus]
I feel less than a man
But I’m still here where I stand
Even with this heavy heart
Still blood inside these hands
Maybe bein’ broken
Don’t mean I’m too far gone
Maybe every night survived
Means I was meant to hold on
Even when the dark gets loud
And I feel alone
I’ll keep fightin’ this feeling
That I’m meant to be gone
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[Outro]
Yeah…
Maybe I’m still here for a reason
Even if I can’t see it yet…