Fading Out

Yeah…

I don’t even know who I am anymore…

I don’t know who you are either…

We’re fading out, baby, slowly disappearing,

Same room, same bed, but I don’t feel you near me.

Used to be forever, now we’re just surviving,

Two broken souls pretending that we’re still alive and…

I lost my heart somewhere along the road,

You lost your smile and I don’t know where it goes.

Looking in the mirror, I don’t recognize myself,

Losing you, losing me, losing everything else.

Remember when your laugh could stop the rain?

Now we barely talk, only arguing through pain.

I know you still care, I can see it in your eyes,

But something died between us and we’re buried in the lies.

Every text feels forced, every kiss feels numb,

Every “I love you” sounds like it’s coming from a gun.

Pull the trigger slowly, let the silence do the rest,

We keep saying we’re okay but we’re both a mess.

I been staring at the ceiling every night alone,

Even when you’re next to me, it feels like you’re gone.

Maybe it’s depression, maybe I’m just tired,

Maybe all the things we built finally caught fire.

Tell me how we got here…

When did we lose touch?

When did forever become

Something that wasn’t enough?

We’re fading out, baby, slowly disappearing,

Same room, same bed, but I don’t feel you near me.

Used to be forever, now we’re just surviving,

Two broken souls pretending that we’re still alive and…

I lost my heart somewhere along the road,

You lost your smile and I don’t know where it goes.

Looking in the mirror, I don’t recognize myself,

Losing you, losing me, losing everything else.

I miss the old me, I miss the old you,

Miss the little things that we used to do.

Late night drives, singing songs out the window,

Now we’re strangers living in a house full of echoes.

Everybody asks if we’re doing alright,

I just fake a smile and say we’re doing fine.

But the truth is I don’t know what I’m fighting for,

Standing in the rubble of a love we built before.

And maybe we’re both scared to finally let go,

Maybe we’re afraid of ending what we used to know.

Maybe we’re holding onto memories instead,

Trying to keep a heartbeat in something already dead.

And if you leave…

I don’t know who I’ll be.

And if you stay…

Will we ever feel the same?

I keep reaching for your hand,

But we’re drifting like the sand.

Watching us slip through the cracks,

And I don’t know how to get us back.

We’re fading out, baby, slowly disappearing,

Same room, same bed, but I don’t feel you near me.

Used to be forever, now we’re just surviving,

Two broken souls pretending that we’re still alive and…

I lost my heart somewhere along the road,

You lost your smile and I don’t know where it goes.

Looking in the mirror, I don’t recognize myself,

Losing you, losing me, losing everything else.

Maybe we’ll find ourselves someday…

Maybe we won’t…

But tonight,

I’m just another ghost

Trying to remember

Who I used to be.