[Intro]
Yeah…
Cold floor, bloodshot eyes
Another blackout night…
Another place I don’t recognize…
[Verse 1]
Woke up in a stranger house, ash all on my jeans
Phone dead, head spinnin’, don’t know where I’ve been
Bathroom mirror cracked, powder on the sink
Everybody say I’m fine but I’m too gone to think
Crossfaded with my friends at the crossroads sign
Laughin’ while the whole damn world start bendin’ sideways
Pills in the palm, liquor mixed with heartbreak
Drink another bottle just to make the pain fade
Smoke clouds in the room so thick
Can’t even see who I’m layin’ with
Heart beat slow when the bass line hit
Still drownin’ in the same old shit
I been hoppin’ bed to bed
Tryna silence voices in my head
Every night another girl, another mess
Still wake up feelin’ dead
[Chorus]
Blackout nights, world spin slow
Another lost soul with nowhere to go
Poppin’ pills just to kill what I know
But the pain still live in my bones
Bathroom floor, cold tile skin
Kisses taste like nicotine and sin
Everybody scream “live fast, don’t think”
Till the darkness finally sink in
[Verse 2]
Streetlights blur through the car window
Hands numb while the rain fall slow
Everybody with me got demons too
That’s why we all move how broken do
Music loud, heartbeat violent
Nobody talk about the silence
Everybody party till somebody crash
Then pretend like we ain’t dyin’
Empty bottles on the nightstand
Mascara tears on my black hands
Tell myself I got control
But I spiral every weekend
And I swear I seen the reaper once
Backseat shadows when the drugs kicked up
Thought I’d never wake again
But somehow I still stood up
[Bridge]
Another line… another drink…
Another memory lost in the sink…
Everybody around me numb…
Nobody really wanna think…
[Final Chorus]
Blackout nights, world spin slow
Another lost soul with nowhere to go
Poppin’ pills just to kill what I know
But the pain still live in my bones
Crossroads nights with the headlights low
Young and reckless with nowhere home
Tryna outrun all the hurt inside
But the darkness ride shotgun
[Outro]
Yeah…
Bathroom floors… spinning rooms…
Broken hearts in designer shoes…
Another night I barely made it through…
Crossfaded ghosts…
That’s all we became…
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