Kids

Sometimes I feel like I’m retarded 
I dont think things through
I dont think smart
I just get drunk and I fuckin fall apart
Then I think every thing I make is art
In reality its all a shart
There’s no way my heart could beat this hard 
I just want recognition I don’t wanna be a star
I just want my family and my car
I’m always feeling I’m not up to par
Maybe one day I’ll be a star
Till then, I’ll just be a retard
I think I pulled the wrong card
I always try to work hard
Wife and picket fence and a dog in the yard
I want my kids to live where they wanna live the information I give so that they’ll maybe make better decisions from my mistakes 
I’m willing to do whatever it takes 
It’s the only thing I live for I want them to live without war
I just want them to enjoy life and I have to go through what we did the Truman the strife. I just want you to be a kid.

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