Confession

While hell is a possibility

It is not a predetermined fate for anyone

Always depressed Always stressed

My life‘s a mess I confess

I don’t know what I’m doing

I know that sounds offputting I never grew up

I’m still a kid

I never had a father

In my life To show me how to live

How to be a man

No example Except for Kevin

Please God

Accept me into heaven

Fuck that

I take it back

This is my confession

I’m still here to suffer

To be taught a lesson

Catholic in religion

Sacrament tradition

Confess your sins

Get absolution

Forgiveness

Or rot in hell for all eternity

Most certainly

To me that sounds absurd

That I should live my life in fear

Of the written word

Fuck you

Lick a turd

Childish at times

Dr Seuss with words

A sloth, A sleuth with rhymes

The Father

The Son

The Holy Spirit

Mary Muthafuckin Mother of Jesus

Joseph

I’ll just blow my muthafuckin brains out no jokin I guess I’m going to hell

I’m chosen

By the devil,

God’s sovereignty I’m refusing

He says it’s the pussy way out

That you’re choosing

Suicide is refusal

But I refuse to live and die

Living A religious life

That was never who i was

Never will be, right

The only thing that you can count on

Is yourself

You can count on the night

To be dark

Day to light

Deaf to be heard

Blind to have sight

That’s what they say will happen, when you get to heaven, right, Alzheimer’s will be erased, cancer will be no more, our bodies will be glorified, health and mind will be restored, I know when I’ve been sold a good of bills before, why are there children in intensive ward?

if God is a forgiving God?, why did he do that shit to Job? Why do babies die? I once had a bunny. He was funny little happy guy, my wife and kids loved him, Merle, then one day out of nothing, he started acting weird, tilted head, his fucking eyes were bugging, I’ll tell you what man, not for nothing, that may have been the day, it left, that I ever felt something, anything spiritual, disappeared, there wasn’t much there to begin with, I think that was the last straw, merry, motherfucking mother of Jesus, Joseph