So many of my closest friends are dead and gone, my best friend committed suicide, when he was 25, we had been friends for so long, since five or six, when we met, he lived across the street, I always thought that he was strong, I guess you never know the people we know, what’s going on deep inside of their soul, my older cousin joined the army when she was just 19, she deployed and fought in Bosnia with the 118th, she later served a tour and I ran, kicking down doors and under attack, so so when she got back, she was never the same, she decided to end her life on memorial Day, from all of the pain, that reminds me about Michael Fontaine, we work together 16 years, he was the main, he was older than me, by a decade or three, but he was one of my closest buds, a father to me, so when he died from cancer, it brought me to one knee, asking that if there is a God, why would he take them for me?
Why do we lose the ones we love? , Is there someone up above?, I’m screaming up into the sky and asking why, do all my Homies have to die?
Now I’m living without you , there’s never a day, that I don’t think about you, memories are bountiful, the pain I have, insurmountable, who do I have to hold accountable, will this thing ever go away?, It’s doubtful., I need to talk to you now more than ever, I’ve been going through some bad weather, it’ll be so nice to hear your voice, advice, your life, and your endeavor, they say time heals all wounds, I don’t think that’s very true, because every day that I’m here without you, is the day I’m missing you
Why do we lose the ones we love? , Is there someone up above?, I’m screaming up into the sky and asking why, do all my Homies have to die?
Living here without you, we will never be apart, I always keep something about you, deep down inside my heart, I hope at least you’re in a better place, and maybe one day again I’ll get to see your face, until that day, my friend, I’ll talk to you in the sky, because you’ll always be with me, my friend, bad boys never die
Why do we lose the ones we love? , Is there someone up above?, I’m screaming up into the sky and asking why, do all my Homies have to die?
I will never forget, all the times that we’ve had, I will never forget the lives that you’ve had, always in my heart, forever in my mind, I’ll never forget your life, until the end of mine
Y_O_L_I
