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While hell is a possibility
It is not a predetermined fate for anyone 

Always depressed Always stressed 
My life‘s a mess I confess 
I don’t know what I’m doing 
I know that sounds offputting I never grew up 
I’m still a kid 
I never had a father 
In my life To show me how to live 
How to be a man 
No example Except for Kevin 
Please God 
Accept me into heaven 
Fuck that 
I take it back 
This is my confession 
I’m still here to suffer 
To be taught a lesson 
Catholic in religion 
Sacrament tradition 
Confess your sins 
Get absolution 
Forgiveness 
Or rot in hell for all eternity 
Most certainly 
To me that sounds absurd
That I should live my life in fear
Of the written word 
Fuck you
Lick a turd
Childish at times
Dr Seuss with words 
A sloth, A sleuth with rhymes 
The Father
The Son
The Holy Spirit
Mary Muthafuckin Mother of Jesus
Joseph

I’ll just blow my muthafuckin brains out no jokin I guess I’m going to hell
I’m chosen
By the devil, 
God’s sovereignty I’m refusing
He says it’s the pussy way out
That you’re choosing
Suicide is refusal 
But I refuse to live and die
Living A religious life
That was never who i was
Never will be, right
The only thing that you can count on 
Is yourself
You can count on the night
To be dark
Day to light
Deaf to be heard
Blind to have sight

rap