Okay they say talk about ur problems where do I begin
Lately I've been smoking wishing I could die again
Huff the swisher thru my nose
Inhale till my lungs explode
And I don't think I could ever love again
Last one broke my heart had me feeling like I was dying from the inside
N lately depression is where I reside
Chillin with my sadness cuz theres no where to hide
N honestly theres something very wrong with me
Cuz lately I just don't feel like myself
And yeah I get it I'm not wit it
And I really should just quit it
But I feel my impending doom
Every day I wake up it's half past noon
And I can't get thru without blasting some toons
And I don't think heard I know it's kinda early
But I'm tryna get my worm
Or maybe spit a lil bit of word
So what did I do to spite
No I don't wanna fight u
How did this turn out so blue
Cuz I'm just chilling in the dark cuz saddness is my new tune ever since u left
Now how do I get over something that never started
You'd think I farted cuz this shit stinks
And I feel like my only resolution is ta grab a fucking blade and laugh cut down to my bone
Just to run away from the past but it never last
So I'm stuck here going fast like what the fuck
How do I forget you if u never even left
Keep u locked away secretly in my head
Now I know I didn't explain what's so wrong
I've got little time and not enough words
N yeah I'm feeling lost trapped inside a world that doesn't get me and honestly I think that's ok I'd rather be left a mystery a problem that no one can resolve
Call me delusional but I think this is typically usual
To feel like this in a world where we're all just broken little kids fighting for chance and running from our doom
L7ke
